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New song on Reverbnation

Candle

You light a candle
I blow it out
You show you care
I show fear and doubt
I'm sorry
That I hurt you

You show me the day
I crave the night
Terrified of what you really
See in me
See in me

Is it true what you say
You're here for me always

Candles glow in the night
Making a road back
To my heart
A silent vigil for my soul
I see the parts
You see the whole
One day I'll know
Just how my candle glows.
Just how my candle glows

The world is hard
On my shoulders
Another day
I feel older
I feel lonely
I'm not a loner

You're there
Seen and unseen
I kick the world out
On to the street
You make sure
The world knocks on my door

Is it true what you say
You're here for me always

Candles glow in the night
Making a road back
To my heart
A silent vigil for my soul
I see the parts
You see the whole
One day I'll know
Just how my candle glows.
Just how my candle glows

(solo)

Is it true what you say
You're here for me always

Candles glow in the night
Making a road back

Spring Equinox and the Magic of Balance

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"The world's in Winter
I feel the gloom
Frozen like Isa's rune" 
"Sunlight hides in candle flame
See Ostara return again."
These are some of my lyrics I wrote; a song called "My Lonely Soul." My Anam Cara, Manolis Paschalidis, recorded that song and put it on his album, 'Portrait.'
I'm in Australia and the Rites of Spring are here' particularly Ostara - the "Witches Easter." It's actually where the symbols eggs and rabbits originally come from: the ancient symbols of life and rebirth of Springtime.
Such a bright and beautiful day today as I write. Australian Spring season is very much in flux; bright one day, dark the next but the warmth of the sun becomes more prevalent. I can feel the warmth of this day; warm, a little lazy and quite sensual.
The Sun is fiery!
Even the Moon is on fire!
This Aries full moon joins with the power of the Spring/Autumn Equinox and the Libra sun.
The Cosmos is reminding us all is in balance; …

Album Review "2econds" - Cursi

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New Earworm

https://store.cdbaby.com/cd/store.cdbaby.com/cd/cursi2

Add me on Snapchat

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Changing the Narrative

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Had a great counselling session that had me thinking how I project to the world. We can let the past colour our present. I was given a great question; let's look at the picture and see what is incomplete about it. The image represents you. I saw a white shell shaped vase full roses of featuring a  variety of many colours on top of a dark wood cabinet. As the image became more complete, I saw my complexities. The contrast of colours showing an omnivert. The dark cabinet showing all my memory and experiences are nearly stored and available if I ever need to reflect. I'm a gorgeous living still life of complex beauty.
Now how does that tie in with changing the narrative?
Easy; it's about context. I tend tend intellectually process but it's a good way to overthink my way into anxiety. This is where writing lyrics, poetry, singing and dancing comes in. It's a way of getting out of my head and ground myself in the present. A sensual approach; not necessarily that kind o…

"Into My Arms" ( Cover by Rebecca Tompkins and Manolis Paschalidis)

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Cursi - Flowers In Our Hair (from Empty Diary)

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Dear Intetnet Trolls, past and present

Five years ago, I experienced my first troll. I did a video; the man who became my Anam Cara saw it and messaged me directly.
Thank you, troll.
Over the years when I shared the times I was cyberbullied, you all rallied around me and held up a mirror to me.
Thank you troll.
I may not hear from all of you regularly but you make your input count. Thank you; troll, that includes you.
I see you good people and I love you.
Troll, I forgive you because you are as powerless to change yourself as I am to aid you to crawl from your own abyss.
I walk away from you knowing I am loved as much as you hate.
Through the love of kind, loyal and true hearts, near and far; I rise.
Eternal gratitude, gentle folk.

Gary Numan - My Name Is Ruin (Official Video)

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"Tu es la Femme" (You are the Woman) Rebecca Tompkins and Michael Hermi...

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Porpoise Song (Theme from 'Head') The Monkees Cover by Rebecca Tompkins

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Talk and the Tao of Anxiety

Talk and the Tao of Anxiety
I want to wear makeup, be girly and playful No one will take you seriously and think you’re stupid I want to be taken seriously Lighten up! Laugh; smile! I want to dance and feel womanly So you want to objectify yourself again? I want to take care of myself Don’t be selfish! I want to be loved Play by their rules and be approved I WANT TO BE LOVED FOR WHO I AM!! Who are you and why haven’t they told you who you are? I want to be happy You got me in a box here; I thought I was making you happy No; although you are challenging me to no end You’re welcome Huh? So have you worked it out yet? Err… not quite Would you be as strong, loved and inspirational (trust me, you still are and always be,) if I didn’t make your life hell at times? Now you have ME in a box
(wry giggles) remember the Tao? Yeah; Yin/Yang, Dark/ Light, balance; ride the waves of shadow and light. Are the halves within the whole symbol completely bright and completely dark on each half? No; each has a bit of the other…

"Twist In My Sobriety" - Tanita Tikaram Cover Version By Rebecca Tompkins

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"Brain Damage" - Pink Floyd - Cover by Jackie Perks and Rebecca Tompkins

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'Inhaled Universe" - Rebecca Tompkins

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Rebecca Tompkins - Silent Summer (ac.cover by Cursi and Manolis Paschali...

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MTW: "FORTY-NINE AND FEELING FINE"

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Rebecca Tompkins - Silent Summer (ac.cover by Cursi and Manolis Paschali...

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"BEDROOM " - REBECCA TOMPKINS

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TOMPKINS TASTE TEST 12 "GET THE DUCK OUT OF HERE"

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MTW LIVE: Jealousy And Trust Issue Recovery

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SUPPORT FOR AND A CONFESSION TO LEA: AN OPEN LETTER FROM BEC.

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Mum's The Witch: The Return

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