and the Tao of Anxiety I want to wear makeup, be girly and playful No one will take you
seriously and think you’re stupid I
want to be taken seriously Lighten up! Laugh; smile! I
want to dance and feel womanly So you want to objectify
yourself again? I
want to take care of myself Don’t be selfish! I
want to be loved Play by their rules and be
WANT TO BE LOVED FOR WHO I AM!! Who are you and why haven’t
they told you who you are? I
want to be happy You got me in a box here; I thought
I was making you happy No;
although you are challenging me to no end You’re welcome Huh? So have you worked it out
not quite Would you be as strong,
loved and inspirational (trust me, you still are and always be,) if I didn’t
make your life hell at times? Now
you have ME in a box (wry giggles) remember the Tao? Yeah;
Yin/Yang, Dark/ Light, balance; ride the waves of shadow and light. Are the halves within the
whole symbol completely bright and completely dark on each half? No;
each has a bit of the other…
"The world's in Winter I feel the gloom Frozen like Isa's rune" "Sunlight hides in candle flame See Ostara return again."
These are some of my lyrics I wrote; a song called "My Lonely Soul." My Anam Cara, Manolis Paschalidis, recorded that song and put it on his album, 'Portrait.'
I'm in Australia and the Rites of Spring are here' particularly Ostara - the "Witches Easter." It's actually where the symbols eggs and rabbits originally come from: the ancient symbols of life and rebirth of Springtime.
Such a bright and beautiful day today as I write. Australian Spring season is very much in flux; bright one day, dark the next but the warmth of the sun becomes more prevalent. I can feel the warmth of this day; warm, a little lazy and quite sensual.
The Sun is fiery!
Even the Moon is on fire!
This Aries full moon joins with the power of the Spring/Autumn Equinox and the Libra sun.
The Cosmos is reminding us all is in balance; …
Had a great counselling session that had me thinking how I project to the world. We can let the past colour our present. I was given a great question; let's look at the picture and see what is incomplete about it. The image represents you. I saw a white shell shaped vase full roses of featuring a variety of many colours on top of a dark wood cabinet. As the image became more complete, I saw my complexities. The contrast of colours showing an omnivert. The dark cabinet showing all my memory and experiences are nearly stored and available if I ever need to reflect. I'm a gorgeous living still life of complex beauty.
Now how does that tie in with changing the narrative?
Easy; it's about context. I tend tend intellectually process but it's a good way to overthink my way into anxiety. This is where writing lyrics, poetry, singing and dancing comes in. It's a way of getting out of my head and ground myself in the present. A sensual approach; not necessarily that kind o…